sorry about being so MIA for so many weeks the month of april. it turns out i've been caught up in a sort of technical disaster-land, and it's been pretty tough to get things sorted out. the last collection, for whatever reason, gave me lots of problems on the order/shipping end, that just had my head spinning. more than the usual amount of address changes, combined shipments, bounced back packages, double-sales, you name its. thanks also to paypal for not sending me a handful of order notifications. i've been, well, kind of screwed up and pulling my hair out for weeks because of it. it's really hard at times, to be a one-woman show. i try my best, to juggle a home business, a baby, and a second grader. and still find some energy to be a good friend, and loving partner to my husband. and sometimes it feels like i'm doing great, kickin' ass and takin' names, even! and other times, like lately, it feels like i just dropped a great big glass ball, and i'm standing in a pile of little broken pieces, trying to figure out what went wrong. and it just feels terrible.
matt and i were having a big conversation last night, one of those talks (that we seem to be having a lot of lately), and he was describing that overwhelmed feeling as being something like trying to stuff a big, wrangling octopus into a cardboard box, and as soon as you get 4 or 5 legs in, another couple pop out, and another one sticks onto your arm, and it's just absolutely exhausting you to get those 4 legs stuffed in. not to mention the whole 8. and the whole thing just seems damn near impossible.
life. is that just the way it is, sometimes?
so. i'm cautiously coming up for a bit of air here. right now, we are having some issues with the site, primarily some admin-related things... the contact form has been broken for weeks, and there is an issue with order notifications and paypal. if you have tried to contact me through the contact form, chances are, i did not receive your email-- i am painfully aware of how bad that looks, and i am beyond sorry if you've not been able to get through to me for whatever reason. if you are one of those folks, please write me at frecklebird at gmail dot com, and i will get back to you asap.
i am considering moving the shop over to etsy, or doing a big cartel thing. in the name of simplicity, and easy management, and in an attempt to not completely overwhelm myself so that i start dropping glass balls and want to throw in the towel all together. my poor husband just does not have the time to maintain my website anymore, between work and school, and life. it's just impossible. how do you guys feel about finding me over on etsy? or finding my shop over under some big cartel run thing? i must confess, i haven't looked into it all that much- i only know that things are so tough at times that it just becomes un-fun, and i feel like i'm just doing a terrible job of it all, and from what i can tell, either of these options would be more easily managed by little ol'me. and me plus easy management equals a happy you. which makes a happy me.
and with that, i will end my boo-hoo-ing. if you've made it this far, THANK YOU. i heart you.
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i promised the mamas some sneek peeks at some of the cute things i have in store for the little guys.
the next collection, called SMALL SIZES, will be available soon. i was shooting for may 1, i haven't completely ruled that out, but it might end up being somewhere around the 1st of may, instead of definitely may 1. i've got oral surgery coming up, which is completely throwing me into a panic. seems that i can birth babies ok, but the thought of oral surgery pretty much has me running for cover.

i hope spring has sprung for you. it's absolutely somethin' gorgeous here in virginia.
the scent of lilacs is breezing in and out of my bedroom window, the hummingbirds have officially returned, and the days are long. a few reminders that when everything else is crazy, there are the beautiful outdoors for escaping.
lots of love.
me