i am going to pretend that i'm somewhere sunny.
with the sound of sea birds in the air.
where i can go for leisurely walks in my salt water sandals.
and let the ocean breeze move across my slightly sunburned shoulders.
i will watch my sweet baby doze off under the beach umbrella.
and look at my son and know that he is as happy as happy gets.
i will remember how amazing it is to have a baby crash out in my arms after a long day of playing in the sun and sand.
and i will think of sunset dinners right on the ocean.
i will hear that happy laughter from my children.
and taste one the most amazing meals i've ever had in my whole life.
i will remember what it's like to go for evening walks along the beach and watch that baby girl zip and zoom and squeal and laugh and explore to her heart's content.
i will imagine what it's like to not be wearing 2 tshirts and a wool sweater, jeans, knee socks and a scarf inside.
but instead, i will remember a moment when i was lucky enough to be alone in the ocean with a flock of feeding pelicans.
just me and about 30 hungry birds.

because right now, it is so very, very different out there. it's grey and cold and covered in a blanket of snow and ice. and it just doesn't seem like it's ever going to end.
i am off to make a brand new purchase: a snow shovel. because after getting hit with 30 inches over christmas, and then getting another 6 this weekend- well, i'm just not going to be caught without one ever again. it's snowing on top of snow right now, and they're calling for a big storm this thursday through sunday.
so be warned. should this weather continue much longer, my next step will be to don a straw hat + shades and sip hot chocolates with paper umbrellas while listening to tiny bubbles on my record player. because seriously? all this winter weather is starting to make me just a leeeeeetle bit crazy.
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